Wednesday, 8 January 2014

Buka laH hati mU..

~~~ Aku telah lelah mengikuti
semua langkah kakimu...
Dan berharap bisa memilikimu...

Berbagai cara telah aku lakukan
untuk hidupmu...
Hingga aku mengorbankan hidupku..

Buka hati mu...
Buka lah sedikit untuk ku...
Sehingga diriku..
Bisa memilikimu..

Betapa sakitnya...
Betapa perih nya hati ku...
Selalu dirimu tak menganggap ku ada.....~~~

Buka HatiMu - Armada Band

*ku berharap sgt suatu hari nnti, hati mu akan terbuka utk ku.. amin.. :)

Sunday, 15 December 2013

the only olDer siSter I Love..

I miss my sister at Bintulu..
hmmm..

sapa sangka b4 this aku ndak penah terpikir mow ada kakak, kakak angkat or what..
n this time after I met her, I really love her as my sister..

jujurnya memang aku just tringinkan seorg abg jk yg caring yg boleh utk aku teman brcerita..
tp selepas aku jumpa seorg kakak neyh, 
rupa nya ada seorang kakak yg caring pun best juak..

aku jumpa kakak neyh d Bintulu masa aku stdy..
dia berniaga d UPM..
ntah la mcm mana masa blalu aku semakin rapat dgn kakak neyh..
nama panggilan kakak neyh kak Baby..
*teyda plak aku gambar dgn dia..lepas neyh aku mesti mow bgmbar dgn kakak ku syg.. ahaha*

even umur dia jauh ckit beza dari umur aku tp aku xrasakan yg kmi jauh berbeza..
dia baik sgt n always sporting..
selepas aku kenal dia,
dia la tempat aku meluahkan rasa, tempat aku bcerita d saat teyda tmpt utk aku bercerita..
dia la insan yg slalu menasihatkan aku d saat aku memerlukan nasihat..
setiap kata2 nya memang akan memotivet kan aku..
even ayat tu bkn utk aku pun, tp bila d baca aku pun dapat efek nya..

sekarang aku dh sem 6 n tgh practical..
btapa cepat nya masa blalu..
bnyak kenangan kita bersama kak..
kakak bnyak tolong kmk, kakak bnyk ajar kmk, nasihat kmk..
kakak sentiasa ada bila kmk memerlukan ktk..

I really miss u, sis..
I really want you to know that I really miss u now..
n really need you to talk..
I cant wait to back to Bintulu after finish my practical here..
Love u Kakak Baby ku sayang..

BintuLu dalam KenangaN...

hye.. almost a year aku ndak update blog neyh..
buka blog neyh pun sebab bdak2 junior d upm sana sebok sak mow create blog juak utk assignment ict durang..
klau ndak sebab tu ndak juak neyh tbuka blog ku..

mention pasal junior2 ku sana, indu plak aku sma durang..
aku skrg d Tuaran, Sabah..
practical suda aku skrg..
tggl brapa bulan sak lg aku mow habis kan aku punya Diploma d UPMKB tu..

so ndak lama, ndak suda aku p Bintulu kali..
klau mow pg pun ndak tauk la bila..

tp, aku harap aku dapat la p sna lgi jumpa durang d sana..
hehehe..

another memory...



Talking to the moon - Bruno Mars


I know you’re somewhere out there,

Somewhere far away

I want you back

I want you back.


My neighbors think I’m crazy,

But they don’t understand

You’re all I had

You’re all I had.


At night when the stars light up my room,

I sit by myself,


Talking to the moon

Tryin’ to get to you

In hopes you’re on the other side

Talking to me too

Or am I a fool?

Who sits alone

Talking to the moon


I’m feeling like I’m famous,

The talk of the town.

They say I’ve gone mad.

Yeah, I’ve gone mad.


But they don’t know what I know,

‘Cause when the sun goes down

Someone’s talking back.

Yeah, they’re talking back.


At night when the stars light up my room,

I sit by myself,


Talking to the moon

Tryin’ to get to you

In hopes you’re on the other side

Talking to me too

Or am I a fool?

Who sits alone

Talking to the moon


Do you ever hear me calling?

‘Cause every time, I’m talkin’ to the moon

Still tryin’ to get to you


In hopes you’re on the other side

Talking to me too

Or am I a fool?

Who sits alone

Talking to the moon


I know you’re somewhere out there,

Somewhere far away…

Friday, 16 November 2012

sAya Suka aWak keRana Awk!!

Because It's You - Tiffany

Don't say that you're sorry
Love isn't over for me yet
If we break up like this
What do I do, what do I do?

I just have love alone but I can't even love
I can't even say the words that I really want to say
The love that is getting farther away
The words that I can't keep
They are making me cry

Don't say thank you
I want to give you all my love but
If we were to truly be strangers like this
What do I do, what do I do?

I just have love alone but I can't even love
I can't even say the words that I really want to say
The love that is getting farther away
The words that I can't keep
They are making me cry

I love you
What do I do because I love you?

It's okay even if it's a painful love
Even if I erase the last love in my life
You are someone that cannot be erased
Even if it's a sad destiny
I can't let you go

I love you because it's you
Because to me, it's you

lirik yg menyentuh hati dan perasaan..
:'(

rOunD2 BinTulu

kreta yg disewa selama 4 hari (9-12.11.12)
QAD 6229

9.11.2012 (jumaat)
slepas trima result trus nk kluar..hehe
d tanjung batu together with the boys..
fishing.. 

4 of us..





2nd day.. 10.11.2012
nice date for this year..
for the first time menjejak kaki ke Bintulu Waterfront





aksi2 bila nk mnta d gmbr..

menunggu saat sunset


jgn main2 waterfront pun ada CCTV..

11.11.2012
hari ahad..hari makan sedunia..
berjalan hanya utk mkn!!
selepas makan tgh hari d selera kmpg,
jom dessert d tanjung batu!!


finally, dapat merasa abc d tanjung batu..





for dinner, sup kawah!!







Sunday, 11 November 2012

Sem bReak!!!

semester break is almost over..
one week more b4 sem 4 start....
woow!!
already in semester 4 
i in course diploma in fisheries 
at UPM..
thats mean
almost a year n half i in Bintulu...
ahahaha

okok..stop speaking.. blueeekkk :P
hampir stahun stengah aku duduk d Bintulu
tp xpenah pun meronda-ronda d Bintulu neyh..

yg aku tahu just
farley, pcm, sing kong..
pcm, sing kong, farley...
sing kong, farley, pcm...
ahahaaha
(ya jak???)

yupp..di sebabkan transport terbatas so memang 3 tmpat tu jk yg senang d pergi..
biasa la hidup student..
klau nk tiap hari kluar guna teksi memey bankrup la..
ahahahaha

tp, this semester break
angela, fika, fira n myself
ada la jgk jln2 sekitar Bintulu neyh..
disebabkan terlampau boring dok UPM
so, angela took a decision to rent a myvi..

nmpak nya, dalam masa belajar d UPM nie
sempat la jgk ktorang berjalan ke tmpat lain selain dari 3 buah tmpat tdi..
ahahahaha

n finally,
already a year we all in Bintulu,
on 10.11.12
is the first time we go to the Bintulu Waterfront..
n sempat jgk tengok sunset kat sana..ahaha

sunset!! nice right??

n of coz la mesti bergambar nk.. :)

sapa yg tlg ambik gmbr ekh???

ahaha..guna cam timer la.. :P



knapa gmbr mcm nie?? bgmbar secara mnual katakan..
semua mesti nk masok..ahaha :D

the pictures would be nice if one more our buddy can join together with us..
heather taffanny..
nvm, next time we will go together ya??
:) :) :)

memories on 10.11.12
will never forget.. :)